i know when ur tired, when ur excited, when ur motivated, when ur burnt out, when ur ambitious, when ur talkative, when u want it quiet, when u want to be left alone for along time, when life seems so confusing, when u have mixed emotions, & when u are still looking..

i know when ur tired, when ur excited, when ur motivated, when ur burnt out, when ur ambitious, when ur talkative, when u want it quiet, when u want to be left alone for along time, when life seems so confusing, when u have mixed emotions, & when u are still looking.. It doesnt matter how confusing life gets, a friendship is someone u cant ever walk away from. u know it when u feel it. Understanding one another is something that can go sooooooooo far. And i do understand that u cant change people, and that people are a dime a dozen, and that some people are worth not investing into, but some friendships are deff worth cultivating. u know it, cause u can feel it. To believe in someone's passions and hobbies can mean so much to them. From the smallest things, to the biggest things. imagine everything that u got excited over, every day and having someone else just as excited over what made u happy? And they did the same for u too. how amazing is that? Friendship & Love goes so deeeeep.... Never give up on people. im willing to shatter my comfort zone in order to become the person i know i need to be. because i know what i need to work on. yes it will be hard work. but to know that im not alone in all of this, will only make me want to try harder & work harder on myself. yes i loooove self development, but to have someone cheering for u, it only makes me want to become an even better person! And to know this, i would do the same for others too. if i knew that cheering them on would make them succeed and win, then i want to do that for them as well. because i know how good it feels in return. i know exactly what gets me excited in life. Imagine if someone was just as excited for what u enjoyed to do as much as what they liked for them self? i appreciate everyone who is in my life! i do protect myself from people, and my old friends know this, but i will allow myself to become more and more vulnerable when i want to cultivate a friendship. opening up to someone u feel close to is not a weakness. it just means that u trust them & want to be their friend. i know this is a hard one to learn, because we have alllll been hurt by others that are not trustworthy at all. but to re open ur life to people who u can trust is such a great feeling. i am thankful for my friends, because u can lose a friendship very fast. its very eeeeeeeeasy. everyone is in ur life for a reason. not for me or u to instruct the lesson or tell each other wut to do, but for each of us to know a little more of how great loooove is... (which is the greatest gift) :) happy June everybody! Summer 2012 is here...