Beach & My BMW X5!

I am so excited to move to the beach!
Its something ive wanted to do for 3 years!
For almost 5-6 years ive wanted to be able to afford a bmw!
The bmw i want is an x5. they are so incredible.
2 things on my goal list!

A year and a half later from my last blog. My Passion List & Doing What Feels Good! 2010 to a new year! A new decade!

i guess i dont know what to say from Aug 22nd, 08 to now. So much has changed all around all of us. when the economy crashed in fall of 08 thats when i was visiting my family back in the midwest and sat around for over 2 months and some how gained 30 lbs.
That didnt help because i was already close to 300 lbs. That had to be one of the worse things thats ever happened to me.
2009 went by so fast, im still wondering where it went. I think the reason for that was because of everything that happened in the world from fall of 08. well 2010 looks good so far. ive got so many fitness and nutrition goals! jan and feb has been good. I feel like im down 20 lbs, but i still dont wanna weigh myself. i dont wanna feel disappointed until im certain of what the scale will say.
There is so much I wanna accomplish. I just wanna do it all at once, but i know things take time to progress. Even businesses, jobs, friends, and fitness goals take time.
I hope i am able to do more blogging. Its liberating.

p.s. i cant wait to get my macbook pro and ipad! hopefully by summer 2010!
im also very excited to build my Melaleuca business! Senior Director here we come! That should be $5,000 a month! This company has proven itself to me since fall of 2008. All i can say is amazing!
The before and after photo is NOT me, its an inspiring story of what i want in my own life.
The video below is my Melaleuca product story.
I have been using these products for 19 years. Yes, I grew up with them. I have been ordering Melaleuca products every month since 1999, and every month they send me a $5 check in the mail. I know a $5 check isnt anything at all, but im just a customer. I havent done anything with this as a job or business. Makes you think hu?